platinum...

i saw a woman... and it hit me hard.
i saw a woman with platinum blonde...

and it hit me hard.

that...for some reason... i should be that too.

...for the part.

...for the part i'm playing.

and so... i am.

platinum.

after 5 hours of BLEACHING my hair, my scalp, my soul...

i am platinum.


soon to be platinum with roots. as my hair grows rather quickly...

platinum with roots is what we're going for, by the way.

so...

the first.

and, I'm quite sure the the last time.

cuz, i think, perhaps i'm getting too old for this.

i don't know.

but... something inside of me loves the change.

something inside of me likes to stir things up....likes to dive into my skin in another way.

ahh....being a gemini........or perhaps a wee bit nutty?

so, here's to platinum blonde.

now i know.